To My Wonderful Grandkids,
We all observe during the Christmas season that just about everyone gets into it. You even frequently hear the carols of the gospel in the majority of stores. However, not much of what people think about Jesus coming to earth has much truth to it. It is thought to be about a cute baby born in a stable that came to do nice things and make the world a better place. In actuality, He came to bring death to the whole human race.
God prepared a body for Jesus, a physical body that would grow up in which He might experience death. He gathered ‘all men’ into Himself, gave Himself over to death on the cross and as Paul wrote ‘when One died, all died’. When Adam sinned, all humans were sentenced to death, or eternal separation from God, and if Jesus had not come to take that death, there would be no hope for mankind.
But as we now know, Jesus did come, did die, and was raised by the Father ‘out from among the dead’. The opportunity after that was for men to choose to be born from above, and being received into the risen Christ, experience life. I did, and hopefully all of you reading this have. Now, I want to try to describe what I think follows that important decision.
I trust you realize that I am trying to condense a life long experience into a few words. As it has been said, the example of God bringing the children ofIsraelout of the bondage ofEgypt, pictures much of what the journey of a Christian is like. We were saved by the sacrificed Lamb, passed through water (baptism) and the cloud (Spirit) and shown the greatness of God. God will do many things to prove to each one His love, provision, guidance and goodness. He certainly does not manifest Himself in the same way to everybody, but He is serious about showing He is there to those who want to follow His Son.
For many that are like me, there is a long season of God helping us, providing for us, teaching us true things, and showing us the supernatural. He gives His people gifts of the Holy Spirit, that there might be freeing ministries among us and practical help for our walk through this life. He demonstrates to listening ears that He is willing to speak. Of course, that season corresponds to the wilderness wanderings of the Children of Israel when He did amazing miracles for them all along the way, in spite of their murmurings and resistance to the way He wanted them to go.
And I also in all that season when I was enjoying all that God could do was resisting Him in the way He wanted me to go. ForIsrael, when they crossed theJordan Riverthey went to a land and a situation that was very different. The pillar of fire that had led them for 4o years was no longer there, the manna from heaven that fed them stopped, now their one chief command was to destroy the enemies in the land God had given them. Don’t let anyone convince you that over theJordan Riveris heaven, as I found out, the land full of enemies was in my soul, not in the next life.
My main reason for writing this is to encourage you to not follow the religious crowd and be satisfied to live out you life in the wilderness. When God shows the Old Testament picture of wanting to fill the Promised Land with His Son, He is illustrating to us that this is about filling our souls with Jesus and accepting the expulsion of all those enemies of His that are present in us when He comes. The only way that can really happen is by ‘seeing ‘ Jesus where He is (in me) and being confronted with the staggering contrast between what He is and what I am. Now, I understand that I was never more resistant to God than when I read words like these and thought I knew what that was about.
I always used to think that I knew (like understood) the Lord. As with most Christians now, I thought I could know God from what He does. After all, I saw and experienced supernatural gifts, received revelation about scriptures and felt ‘strong anointing’ when I was to teach. But I tell you, there is an ability in the soul to know God and it is not like any of the above. Everything we have here on earth was made from what is ‘unseen’ (to the natural eye) and when we begin to see Jesus, we are catching glimpses of the unseen which is actually the real. Everything that reaches our senses and our natural minds can be described in words; the ‘unseen’ is beyond words.
I’m not expecting you all to understand much of what I am writing about. The point is, I am telling you for sure everything was made by Jesus and for Him. Yes, you may find out something about your purpose here in the world and that is OK, but the main thing is you must not miss the purpose of God. This is God’s thing, zealously look for what He is after. You will never be right until you see the One who is right. You may dedicate yourself to doing good things, but I’m telling you, you won’t know what good is until you see the Lord. Always keep somewhere in your mind two things 1) there is much more I must be brought to by the Lord to see, and 2) I am not capable of finding Truth myself.
Grandpa Larry